I’ve never been one for casual sex…. even when I couldn’t get it to save my life. Literally. If I had to have casual sex to save my life, I’d just take the weapon and off myself, because that isn’t happening. Your reasoning befits my preconceived thoughts of it. Just a slight passionate hug and I’m like, “Are we an item?” I’m not going to mess myself up like that. You know what you must do, and while it most likely will be hard, you can curve it… I think. I’ve never been in that life because…. If I did fuck it, then I want to be with it. I wish you all the luck in finding someone that you can be with, instead of a moment of joy that leaves you in a pit of funky despair; like a binge drinker that fell off the rails after a cluster of undeserved bullshit. I’m glad you point out the “fun” factor. I rather have, “do you wanna fuck?” At least there’s no confusion. If I say, “yes” to the fun question and it turns out to be drugs, I’ll be pissed. I’m not against users or sellers. I’m just against me using them. I hope you find what you are looking for. There’s no need in not finding it in the one life you get. Much hope to you.